To the one I love

“Mujhe mat roko, mujhe yaar ke ghar jaane do
Main hun parwana, mujhe shama pe mit jaane do;
Usko paana hi meri zindagi ka maksad hai
Gar wo milta hia mujhe mar ke, to mar jaane do;
Dil ki aakho ne meri, apna sanam dekha liya
Ab usi dar pe mere dam ko nikal jaane do”

- part of a song from the movie 'Gangster'.

I hear this song and wonder, why does a human being love another so deeply. It is an inexplicable and unreasonable feeling, yet it is so true. And I thought of someone.
He asked me once - "Why don't you sleep? Why are you always awake whenever I see you?". Funny question!! But that's so much like him - never taking anything seriously. I just smiled, didn't say a word. Not that I didn't have anything to say (trust me, I had so much to tell him), but coz I didn't want to tell him anything.. He wouldn't understand, ...men never do.
I have lost him now and life has to move on; but at that very moment, all I wanted to do was sing him a song:

"I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you’re far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we’re together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing

I don’t want to miss one smile
I don’t want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing"