Saturday, April 05, 2008

Struggling to be back...

I have been missing in action for quite some time.. been away .. and been busy & confused..

life has been posing challenging questions and giving me enough me-time. And me-time is always scary...
I am sure I have said this before, I find it hardest to have a conversation with myself. There are a 1000 questions I ask myself and I cannot answer them, and it drives me mad. It is easier to answer you when you ask, coz you know its you I am justifying.. but when I have to answer myself, I really can't! Not sure how many of us can!

There is a choice I have to make. Been avoiding it for quite some time now. But don't have enough time left on hand. Haven't been given many options, this time!

So I am avoiding the me-time.. running away from myself... and struggling to be back..
I promise, like always, I WILL BE BACK. ... and in style, as usual!!!!!!

2 comments:

rayshma said...

honestly, i think the more u run, the less u can hide.
but i guess u know that already. so all i'll say is 'all the best, gurl!' hope to see u back as ur original self soon.
take care. and if u ever need to talk to me, u know where to reach me.

MJS said...

yeah .. I will stop running now, face it and take it head on!!!