I need a life...

It's 2 in the morning, and I am still sitting on my computer!

Itni raat mein kaun jaagta hai..

Aashiq, Beemar, Chaukidar, aur Dr Mo (Actually I doubt if he ever sleeps, he is forever working, and if I send him an email rite now - provided that it's interesting enuf to get his attendtion - he will reply in 5 mins flat)

but I am neither... why am I awake at such a freaky hour... ???? *rolling eyes*

I need to get some sleep...
and I need to get a life!!!!!

Struggling to be back...

I have been missing in action for quite some time.. been away .. and been busy & confused..

life has been posing challenging questions and giving me enough me-time. And me-time is always scary...
I am sure I have said this before, I find it hardest to have a conversation with myself. There are a 1000 questions I ask myself and I cannot answer them, and it drives me mad. It is easier to answer you when you ask, coz you know its you I am justifying.. but when I have to answer myself, I really can't! Not sure how many of us can!

There is a choice I have to make. Been avoiding it for quite some time now. But don't have enough time left on hand. Haven't been given many options, this time!

So I am avoiding the me-time.. running away from myself... and struggling to be back..
I promise, like always, I WILL BE BACK. ... and in style, as usual!!!!!!