Shit Happens...

Read it on someone's T-shirt yesterday, and it struck - BOOM!

Yeah, shit happens.. a lot of shit happens a lot of times ... that's what life is all about.
All this crap makes life interesting, not necessarily worth living all the time... but still interesting & spicy.

So fuck it woman... let the shit happen, enjoy and move on!!!! (OK OK I am talking to myself, and have people staring at me now!!)
What say, gals?

Betrayal....

It is like the Chinese Whispers game.

A said that B said that C told him that D was "this".

Interesting game - except that the "this" D happens to be you, after you have slogged your arse out for something you thought was your own. And you have given in your best, at the cost of your health and life. And this is what they think of you??

The feeling right now -
completely mindfucked, totally let down, feeling like an arsehole for having believed that I was doing the right thing!

But then, for being the dick head I have been with my priorities, maybe this is what I deserved!

Who is to be blamed -
- C for having said that about D (which D went a step ahead and verified from various sources);
- or A for having told D in the 1st place and mind fucking D;
- or D for making such a fool of herself!

Expert comments, please

There is this someone I am particularly fond of.. I genuinely like him.. (Now now, don't get ideas... that's got nothing to do with THAT kind of liking).. I like this person for the honesty in his personality... he is SO himself. I like the way he talks (again, he isn't like those "big picture" charismatic people that I usually like)

I don't meet him often.. don't get a chance to.. but I like to believe that we are on decent terms. And some ages ago we had agreed that we gotta go out for dinner (he owes me one).

Now the problem is... everytime I ask him to join me when I am going for dinner (which is once every few months) he has some excuse. This happened for the 4th time now. I even asked him if he had a problem going out with me!!!!!!! And he said, "Nautanki mat kar"

Every time he has a new excuse, and it sounds absolutely genuine to me.. but still... don't you think it's too much of a coincidence to be true.. no?

I have some theories:

1. He isn't fond of me .. but then, given his honesty, I would believe that he will tell me that!!
2. It's a genuine coincidence..
3. I intimidate him... (nah!!!.. I am sweet)
4. He is too polite to refuse.. (nah, he isn't THAT sophisticated!!)

I dunno....
Expert comments, please!