Decisions...

Would you call a decision a 'decision' if you change it???? I mean how does it qualify for a decision if it actually isn't decided??

I don't know what it will lead to.. But for the 1st time, I have changed my mind after I had taken the decision. I don't know if it's for the better or worse.. only time will tell.. and I haven't much of it on hand!!!!

Wish me luck.

To be or not to be!

Remember how Dad always used to say – “you shouldn’t do something you don’t think you should”.
OK the question is this - Should you continue writing when you start thinking – “Should I write this?” Does it count for ‘free thought’? Is anything that is written with manipulated thought, worth writing? Are you being true to your self with that?

Well, I was in midst of writing something, and then I stopped, read what I had written, and for the first time, I thought - "I think I should rephrase it, this makes me sound arrogant". And that is when it struck me - since when have I started worrying about how will anyone react to what I have to say? I post on this blog bacause I want to - NOT because anyone else wants to read it - I honestly don't (and shouldn't) care!!!
I guess it's easier to write when you don't know who is reading it!!

Maybe I should stop writing for a while. I will. I will come back when I have the balls to write what I want to.